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Newton said:
Stanislawski said:
To start with, I'm depressed; chronically so, in fact. If that weren't enough, I'm angry 24/7. Angry at the fuckwits who can't recognize talent -- mine -- when it knocks on their doors. Angry at the sheeple who are so, so willing to throw away their fundamental freedoms for the empty promises of the Bush/Cheney/Ashcroft fascists taking over the country under our very noses. Angry that I couldn't do anything to help![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
angilong and her VSMTAF woes. Angry about a thousand things I can't do anything to change, and ten thousand more that I could but don't (see "inertia", above).
And so, being depressed and angry, I act like an asshole to everyone around me. Which pushes away the very people who I need most.
Which makes me more depressed.
Get the picture?
Objects at rest tend to stay at rest, unless acted upon by an unbalanced force.And that, gentle readers, is the crux of my problem: inertia. I'm at rest, going nowhere. And until I somehow get in motion, I'll tend to stay at rest.
Stanislawski said:
What's your motivation?Fuck if I know.
To start with, I'm depressed; chronically so, in fact. If that weren't enough, I'm angry 24/7. Angry at the fuckwits who can't recognize talent -- mine -- when it knocks on their doors. Angry at the sheeple who are so, so willing to throw away their fundamental freedoms for the empty promises of the Bush/Cheney/Ashcroft fascists taking over the country under our very noses. Angry that I couldn't do anything to help
angilong and her VSMTAF woes. Angry about a thousand things I can't do anything to change, and ten thousand more that I could but don't (see "inertia", above).And so, being depressed and angry, I act like an asshole to everyone around me. Which pushes away the very people who I need most.
Which makes me more depressed.
Get the picture?
